Thursday, July 30, 2015


I finally got my first tattoo on my 22nd birthday. I first got the words, 'Slow down' on my actual birthday. Then a couple of days later I got the birds. Getting these tattoos makes me want to get even more. Theres a couple that I'm mulling over on how they should look and trying to imagine 
it before I get it done.

The words on my wrist I have been wanting ever since I was in high school but never got around to it. The birds were on a whim, but I really love it. I'm thinking of having it connect to another piece on my other arm. I just want to think over what piece I should get done first. I'm not sure if I want to continue with black on my arm or having color instead. I don't want to rush into anything and it won't go with my other tattoos. 

I just can't believe I was finally able to go through with it. :)

Thursday, July 9, 2015

Internship Experience

So I'm sitting here on the train on my way home, thinking of how to start this post. First off, everyone has had some bad and good internship experiences I am assuming. So here goes mine, today I messed up on an assignment and I didn't realize what had happened exactly until my boss got there. So we begin with a meeting because the whole staff had set up a day just to go over protocols and train. As I'm sitting there my boss begins to yell and I'm sitting here thinking, "you can't yell at me nor do I want to take this." So I immediately start thinking of a perfect, "I quit" move or something to say that will sum up the situation. I can either 1. Grab my stuff and leave 2. Say what's really on my mind 3. Sit there and hear him babble on and on. So I sit there as I get mad over the situation (I mean I know I messed up but I still do not like being treated like an idiot.) And that's the first time that's ever happened to me, I'm just in a state of shock. I mean I have heard of other interns crying and leaving the first day. (But now I can clearly see why.) I would not have or give anyone the pleasure of seeing me cry. That's just something I would never do, no matter how much someone wants to yell at me. I just wouldn't give them the pleasure of letting them see that they could do that to me. So it's shocking when I hear that an intern just balled their eyes out. So basically after that happened, I'm sitting there as training continues and everything starts to fizzle down that I'm definitely quitting after this is over because I am not going to get yelled at like his staff does. Finally, after the meeting is over I get to talk to my boss and at that point I decided to quit. He begins to say all these good things and how it wasn't my fault and I shouldn't feel bad. the end I decide to stick it out until the end of July. That's basically my long ass rant of what happened today. (Sigh)

Sunday, May 3, 2015

Hey and Bye

It's been a while since I updated. I've been so busy with work and college life that I 
forgot all about this blog. But I been wanting to update for the longest and never got around
to it.This time I'm going to try to update at least once a week. And I'm using the term try
loosely. So a lot has happened and I just want to write it all out.
But I don't even know where to start.
Oh! But I got one of those wacom tablets to draw on and I'm definitely going to start
 illustrating soon.I'm just not sure if I want to start a whole new blog dedicated to illustrations
or maintain it in this one.
Well thats it for now. 

Sunday, November 16, 2014

Not Hiking

So a couple of weeks ago my class had to take a trip to Breakneck Ridge somewhere in 
New York and it almost killed me. Not literally, but it was definitely not hiking. I thought
 it was going to be going up a trial like when you go camping .But this was no where
 near that. We actually had to climb over rocks and I latched onto anything I could find. 
Overall, it was a scary and cool experience. The sights were beyond gorgeous. 
Would I do it again?
Probably not, to this extreme. But I would want to try it again in a lesser version.