Thursday, September 29, 2011


Hey. So it's 12:17 and I am wide awake laying down here with my do, thinking. Yeap, I just got a dog a week and five days ago. She is a cutie. Her name is Lily and she is a long haired Chihuahua. Lots of random people have stopped me to tell me she looks like a fox. She is so thin because of her previous owners not taking care of her. She is only eight months old and she's sleeping beside me. Aww. When I move she moves. Cutest thing. Anyways I have been thinking that in about two semesters I'll be transferring from a Community College to a four year college it's a scary thought but its also exciting. It's what I have been wanting for the longest to move out and be on my own and now it's finally going to happen soon. Ah. Lately everything has been going good for me with school, friends, boyfriend, and the teen Vogue thing it's Weird. When everything goes my way it makes me weary like something bad will come my way. That's how life is. I just wanted to get this off my chest. Ill be posting outfits tommorow so ah not very photogenic but hope you enjoy! :) P.S. my dog is knocked out. XD

Saturday, September 24, 2011

Friday, September 16, 2011

Floating Away...

So I am completely estatic, I found out yesterday that I was accepted to the Teen Vogue University event that is held Oct,21-23 in New York City. Imagine my suprise when I was checking my e-mail to see if I received any e-mail's from my professor and then I saw it. Yes, an e-mail from teen vogue! I just glanced at the words Congratulations and then had this big old smile on my face. Throughout the whole evening it could not go away. I was floating on a cloud the whole day watching as the day past by. Until, I realized there's one tiny little problem, money. I am not employed right now which makes things difficult. But when there is a will there is a way! I'll find some way to go.
I also passed my math quiz! I thought previously that I had failed it miserably but it turns out I got a 94. =D
I f eel like slowly everything is piecing itself back together for me.

Besides my utter joy, I went on h& and found some great items.

I really wasn't a fan of turtle necks before (too big on me) but now I'm sorta loving it. It looks great with jeans and skirts.
I love the shoes below the purple adds a pop of color.

I have been watching the whole season of Project Runway and already have my favorites narrowed down.
It gives me this urge to begin designing
my own clothing but I have this fear that it won't turn out the way I want it to. I'm scared of failing.
I think that is why I never finish what I am starting.
But I keep telling myself over and over that I WILL begin.
So to conclude, I can and will.

Saturday, September 10, 2011

Confidience, Assurance

I know I have not been posting anything as of yet but I have been busy now with school. Classes have just begun and already there is much to do. I have been looking toward getting a job so I can purchase a camera, but no luck yet.

In other news I like all my classes especially my Commuication Technologies class. I love being able to learn about how to use different softwares in order to make a fantastic presentation. When I'm taking my communication classes for my major it gives me great joy. I do not mean for this to sound cheesy or anything but it gives me a new found confidience to know that, that is where I belong.

When I was in Elementary school I wanted to be a writer. Throughout middle school I began to discover the world of books. I would walk to the library to keep myself busy with piles and piles of books.

When I think back to my childhood years my passion for writing has always followed me through.

Another passion of mine that is emerging is fashion. I did not realize that it was that essential for my life until now. I think back to when my parents first came to this country where we lived in a small one bedroom apartment. It was filled with six huge sewing machines, an enormous table, and piles of fabric. I would constantly see my parents sewing day in and out. Now, I see my dad making and tailoring clothing for his store. It inspires me to pursue a career as a designer.

That is why I am going to try to write on a daily basis in my journal and sketch as much as possible.

I have not been able to post my sketches of clothing I want to design but I will sometime this week. I'm feeling motivated and more passionate than ever to make my dreams come true.

I am looking foward to what this year has to offer. <3

What I like...

What I want <3