Yesterday I just sent out my application in order to apply for a visa. And I'm just so stocked at the possibility of being able to officially work and get my license after finally being here for seventeen years It's fnally happening and. I'm just so thankful to be able to have this opportunity because its one less thing I have to worry about. Before this, I went through a point in my life, where you can't help but feel depressed. Although I might not have shown it to other people, I still felt it. It's something I carried with me and couldn't help but feel a sense of sadness. It's even harder when people say it'll be okay and in your head, your thinking that it won't because they don't know how you feel. They will never know or understand what is going through your mind unless they personally expiernce it. So, I just brushed it off and tried not to think about it because the more I did, the more I would find myself crying over it. But now, I feel that everything is slowly coming together and it brings me great joy to know that being patient pays off.