Tuesday, March 13, 2018

Ramen and more

Here is some gratuitous food porn! I am trying to watch my weight because I managed to gain about 15 extra pounds. I've been trying to watch my portions because I really want to go back to the weight I was most comfortable in. But its hard to do so when you have all these different temptations at your disposal. I have to think of the end goal and have more discipline. How hard do you find it to not give into your desires? 

Saturday, March 3, 2018

You must think that I'm a fool, You must think that I am new to this...

Images from the last time I went snowboarding. It was a disaster of sorts but I made it out alive. Triumph! I might need all the luck I can get, so wish me luck this time around. I am currently listening to Sam Smith "Too Good for Goodbyes" (Eargasm) On a side note Elton John's tickets are currently on sale (gah! Must get it before they all sell out and it's his last tour "gasp.")
I'm going to go back to listening to music and binge watch Netflix movies xD. 

Friday, March 2, 2018

Rainy Days

I' have been trying to get back into the swing of things when it comes to blogging. 
I know, I know. I always say the same thing over and over. But it's been on my mind to start. I want to get my mind off of job searching or lack thereof. You would think in a city so big that it would be easy, but it's really not. I have been getting recruiters approach me but to no avail either I blow the phone interview or they never get back to me. I'm doing something wrong or maybe it's just not meant to be. I hate that term it's so cliche but in this case I'll make the exception. 
What's going on with me?
1. Applying to places anywhere, anything, is okay with me.
2. Been thinking of picking up sewing
3. Trying to blog (going back and forth on it.)
4. Overthinking things which leads to nowhere. I need to just relax and enjoy life.
5. Trying to get back into shape because I've gained about 15 or so pounds. (Sigh) 
6. Today it rained so bad that many of the trains were delayed. I got out of work at 5 and I didn't make it back home until 7:30! Thanks NJ weather, 

That's it for now. I'm working on updating frequently. Even if it kills me. No matter how mundane!!!

Tuesday, December 13, 2016


I've been trying to sketch more often because I want to be able to start my own comic. (digitally primarily) It's been a process from pencils, markers, thicker markers, and hopefully being able to buy myself (copic markers). Anyone who knows/uses these markers has a grasp on how expensive and worth it they are. The final step after that would be to start practicing on my Wacom tablet and by then have a concept/ of what I want my comic to be about. 

Thursday, December 8, 2016


I've always wanted to incorporate some type of illustration into this blog but never got around to doing it frequently. I've been trying to practice sketching more in order to somehow use my Wacom tablet. It gets difficult for me to draw on the computer without having scanned an image I drew. 
(My goal as of now is to make my own comic.) 
If possible. 

Comic Con

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These pictures have been on my phone since October. I really wanted to post them but I had no time with school, work, and interning. Anyways, this year's con was so much fun! I was able to see a skew of people from John Krasinski, Matt Damon, the whole cast of The Walking Dead, and Rebecca Sugar. I am so ready to go next year and hopefully purchase tickets to go to San Diego Comic Con. 
The inner nerd in me would be beyond thrilled.

Wednesday, November 23, 2016

Holiday Spirit

(courtesy of me)
I feel like this year has been such a whirlwind. It felt like it went by so fast but at the same time it felt like it dragged on. The only thing I'm most looking forward to is finally graduating from college. I have been in school for over 6 years on and off again. Which made me feel like I would never get to the end. Now that it is nearing I'm more stressed than ever. It's the prospect of looking for a job after graduation that has me the most worried. I've slowly been applying to places but its hard when all you've learned and experienced has only been in the classroom. You see job postings for over (3-5) years of experience in my field (Marketing). Come on, really! Plus, its more who you know than what your level of experience is. I read somewhere that in Marketing there is an 80% chance of getting hired after graduating. (Crossing my fingers here) That I am in that percentage. I've been looking into forums and columns about landing a job. (Me being proactive about it all). 
It's not only job stress that has me freaking out. But knowing that I'm done I mean I have been in a school environment for so long that it will take time to adjust. (Good thing is with school over I can binge watch shows!)

Thinking of what I am going to do post graduation has gotten me to think on what I can or should be doing while I find something that I hope to like (job wise). That perhaps I should focus some of my attention onto blogging sharing and posting on my journey: thoughts/feelings/whatever the case may be. Yup, here's to updating frequently. (Hopefully). 

Tuesday, August 11, 2015

Thinking about getting....

Black, Items, Summer

Black open shoulder top / H&M overalls shorts, $23 / Accessorize oxford lace up shoes / Adidas purse, $5.09 / Bling Jewelry leaf pendant necklace / Clear eyeglass / Seville Classics Expandable Closet Organizer System

Above are a couple of items I've been wanting.

1. Glasses in the style listed and in black. But I recently purchased a purple pair but have been thinking about getting a black one in my prescription.
2. A key necklace that is simple with a long chain.
3. A pair of oxfords because who doesn't need one?
4. Overalls, although I am not sure how it would look on me. I do not want to look any younger than I come across but their ridiculously cute.
5. A simple black tote bag to dump all my belongings in.
6. A cute black t-shirt with cut off sleeves and a flower print because I can pair it with anything.
7. An organizer to put all my clothes in that are overflowing in my closet. 

Monday, August 10, 2015

Ya, you never said a word , you never sent me a letter

Prayer in C has been playing on repeat on my Spotify constantly.  I blame my brother for that because he played that song so much it got stuck on my head.  

Anyways, Summer days call for days in the lake.

Thursday, July 30, 2015


I finally got my first tattoo on my 22nd birthday. I first got the words, 'Slow down' on my actual birthday. Then a couple of days later I got the birds. Getting these tattoos makes me want to get even more. Theres a couple that I'm mulling over on how they should look and trying to imagine 
it before I get it done.

The words on my wrist I have been wanting ever since I was in high school but never got around to it. The birds were on a whim, but I really love it. I'm thinking of having it connect to another piece on my other arm. I just want to think over what piece I should get done first. I'm not sure if I want to continue with black on my arm or having color instead. I don't want to rush into anything and it won't go with my other tattoos. 

I just can't believe I was finally able to go through with it. :)

Thursday, July 9, 2015

Internship Experience

So I'm sitting here on the train on my way home, thinking of how to start this post. First off, everyone has had some bad and good internship experiences I am assuming. So here goes mine, today I messed up on an assignment and I didn't realize what had happened exactly until my boss got there. So we begin with a meeting because the whole staff had set up a day just to go over protocols and train. As I'm sitting there my boss begins to yell and I'm sitting here thinking, "you can't yell at me nor do I want to take this." So I immediately start thinking of a perfect, "I quit" move or something to say that will sum up the situation. I can either 1. Grab my stuff and leave 2. Say what's really on my mind 3. Sit there and hear him babble on and on. So I sit there as I get mad over the situation (I mean I know I messed up but I still do not like being treated like an idiot.) And that's the first time that's ever happened to me, I'm just in a state of shock. I mean I have heard of other interns crying and leaving the first day. (But now I can clearly see why.) I would not have or give anyone the pleasure of seeing me cry. That's just something I would never do, no matter how much someone wants to yell at me. I just wouldn't give them the pleasure of letting them see that they could do that to me. So it's shocking when I hear that an intern just balled their eyes out. So basically after that happened, I'm sitting there as training continues and everything starts to fizzle down that I'm definitely quitting after this is over because I am not going to get yelled at like his staff does. Finally, after the meeting is over I get to talk to my boss and at that point I decided to quit. He begins to say all these good things and how it wasn't my fault and I shouldn't feel bad. Sooo....in the end I decide to stick it out until the end of July. That's basically my long ass rant of what happened today. (Sigh)

Sunday, May 3, 2015

Hey and Bye

It's been a while since I updated. I've been so busy with work and college life that I 
forgot all about this blog. But I been wanting to update for the longest and never got around
to it.This time I'm going to try to update at least once a week. And I'm using the term try
loosely. So a lot has happened and I just want to write it all out.
But I don't even know where to start.
Oh! But I got one of those wacom tablets to draw on and I'm definitely going to start
 illustrating soon.I'm just not sure if I want to start a whole new blog dedicated to illustrations
or maintain it in this one.
Well thats it for now. 

Sunday, November 16, 2014

Not Hiking

So a couple of weeks ago my class had to take a trip to Breakneck Ridge somewhere in 
New York and it almost killed me. Not literally, but it was definitely not hiking. I thought
 it was going to be going up a trial like when you go camping .But this was no where
 near that. We actually had to climb over rocks and I latched onto anything I could find. 
Overall, it was a scary and cool experience. The sights were beyond gorgeous. 
Would I do it again?
Probably not, to this extreme. But I would want to try it again in a lesser version.